as written on; November 11, 2007

its 01 36 and i am asleep but surfing the net.. its been so long since i last updated my blog? was really busy pretending to study for my o levels but in actual fact slacking around doing nothing but stone, rot and die.. and now its officially 3 more days to the end of my journey as a student in ij and a start of a new journey in which i still do not have any idea what kind of journey awaits me..

and anyways.. schooling in ij has finally came to end for me.. after 11 years of studying in ij.. i wonder what will come upon me in the near future.. i guess i will be just some useless fool re-taking her o levels as she was busy pretending the year before. hahaha. stupid.

if only i could get into the course of my dreams with the definitely lousy results next year.. possible? obviously not..

if only i could get the job of my dreams without much education.. without any certificate.. possible? obviously not.. unless i am planning to sweep the floor for singapore and keep it clean and green..

how ridiculous of me to be complaining about myself after everything is done and cant be unchanged..

enough of all those crap right now.

i wanna go korea! now this is important. haha.. without cash, how i wish i can go korea without cash.

if only.. if only..

i wanna go.. not to korea but somewhere else too.. to that one place where i have been dying to go too. i have to go.. i have to go!

grad nite'07. this coming thursday. guess it will be the last time i will be seeing my fellow classmate whom most of them i have known for five years.. and will greatly miss even though we were never close and hardly even spoke.

alright now. i guess i will be getting up soon. god bless ya. good morning!